So I’ve finished exams (hurrah?). I unfortunately feel useless- I haven’t worked hard enough, I’m too fat, I’m too greedy. I’m struggling through but it’s not looking too good at the moment. Hopefully now that I’m more engaged in recovery and the community, I can focus more on this. Everything just feels like an important chore that I’m refusing to do, and that is scary. Thank you all so much for your support x
I’m going to slip so badly this week with exams. In my head I’m already plotting how much weight I can lose in a week, I hate myself.
Dry roasted chickpeas and frozen raspberries for an afternoon snack. Sorry I’ve been so absent, give me until the 22nd May xx
sometimes I forget that I actually exist to other people, it takes me by surprise every time somebody tells me that they were thinking of me or something reminded them of me because I feel like that’s very special and that it’s foreign to me
